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Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
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I cut my hair I no longer have long hair
it is very short short short like army short
short
I'm going to mexico city and cancun for spring break.
I'm going to coachella well that's what I always say but this time I already have a hotel.
50dlls a night in palm springs
It has 2 bathrooms with jacuzzi jets, 2 bedrooms, balcony, full kitchen, TV blah blah blah
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
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I live in berkeley now my intended major is psychology i just got a refund for 5160 dlls from the school Iam a little drun kon vodak i had an anxiety attack because laurie has a lot of boxes in the room just laying around and wont get rid of them also i got my attack well my mini attack because i am not with the person i love i just want it to be wednesday so i can deck out our room the way it should be with the furniture i bought at ikea haha I really want to wear my new blazer but it would be pointless because i am in berkeley it allready getting cold i had really good raspberry sherbet today not sorbet but sherbet living in the co-op can be disgusting at times but i realy like it the big kitchen the enviorment its really fun and there is alwaus something new going on i was suposed to read for my classes but i refused to i rather drink vodka because i really enjoy that and listen to awsome music like madonna vouge or prince or brazilian girls i miss adrian and my dog camilo my junior year in highschool was the best i really want to go to aspen in december to visit my friend Luz from argentina i love her i am so glad that marlene is in paris she belongs there wait and renne but she doesnt belong there though but im glad she is there
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  ecstatic. |
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I'm back from europe and I'm married
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| Time: | 10:56 am. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. |
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Im at work and Im broke Y have no money to go t europe which is in 6 days. My mom got back from france yesterday and she had fun. Im glad she did not forget to bring Camilo's bracelet/collar. She didnt buy me anything because I told her not to. Eventhough im 18, im very busy and i forget things like my mother but the thing is she is 40 and has 2 kids I am not 40 nor do I have kids but I am in love so maybe that is it. I went to go visit adrian at URBN twice and it was wierd, wait no , he is wierd. SO i bought this fake ID and I went to this bar the other day and they did not even dare aske me for my ID. On saturday someone told me they thought i was 23/24 and that same person laughed in a good way because im dating someone who is 23. It is not good when you dont get enough sleep, ive been driving all day and ive ben falling asleep at every single stop light. Im not really sure if I should get a new psycologist when I mov eup to berkeley or should I just call mine, but then how would I pay him ?? would I need to pay him ?? I have nothing ready for my trip, no hotels no airplane tickets; i just have my ticket from lonodn to amsterdam but thats it im just flying and daydreaming and Im not worried at all the worst that coul dhappen is that i sleep in the street; i mean i did it already in europe and in berkeley why not again !?!
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | my computer keyboard. |
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club maya on friday july 1st was out of my world, we left at 7am because the club had to close. the after party was not so cool but the apartment was great, the view was amazing.
i really like dancing, i have to go dance atleast once a week and i have to go eat seafood tacos also atleast once a week.
i have not seen a lot of my friends, and I believe it is my fault. Ive been busy and Im not using that as an excuse im just saying
Im having a scar removed july 12, it's all about having nice shoulders, don't you think ??
so I'm going to europe August 1st and I return August 15. If I don't see people before August 1st its very likely I wont see them again because Im off to berkeley August 24 and the days between Agusut 15 when I return and august 24 will most likely be spent with my family and my someone.
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* maison 140
* astro burger
* ameoba music or was it records
* beverly hills
* da pasquale
* small shower
* wine
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| Time: | 11:07 pm. |
| Mood: |  i drank ....... | | Music: | cibo matto. |
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Well right now, today I'm really good. I am very happy and well. I got my results of my EWP test and I failed it so I have to take the stupid english class. I think im just going to take it during the summer in southwestern college, and im so good that this does not affect me what-so-ever. Im back to working everyday of the week which means I will be making 500 dlls a week !! oh yeah I know it's really good and amazing, I KNOW. Im going to LA for the weekened next week and I'm going to eruope in agusut but just for 15 days lame lame lame (see I said it 3 times which means im very serious that its lame). adrian is lame because he didnt have his party but at the same time I wanna wish my best friend (adrian) happy birthday and that I love that guy. you should have seen how happy he was to see his favorite band, the faint, on saturday... im so tired of not sleeping right now I have not had decent sleep in few days + weeks ...
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| Time: | 9:56 pm. |
| Mood: |  shocked. | | Music: | sigur ros. |
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the worst thing that can happend to someone is that your past decides to take a peek back into your life right now !!! this someone I knew for 2 days decides to send me a message after months of not saying words and so it seems this someone saw me at some on saturday with my someone right now and not did that person see me but that person knows the name of my someone right now !!! FUCK that is wierd and scary.
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| Time: | 5:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  dirty. | | Music: | stereo total. |
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Memories of events:
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id-millenium
i capture the castle
shower
la gran cava
palm springs
mai tai
vodka tonic
long islands
sun & heat
f street
carl's jr
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| Time: | 8:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | radio global. |
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I do not want to live in Unit1, can you imagine a building full of people and they all go to the same bathroom and just a shit load of people all there, I don't... I guess this is what the college experience is about but I do not want that. Carrying my hsit always to the bathroom and then having to wear sandals when you shower so I won't get a fungus then worrying I might get some wierd disease. My mom told me she was not going to pay anything from my college. I think it's perfectly fine. I will have to get a job which is great. Tomorrow is my last day of highschool, after 5 years of being in school in mexico, italy and now america. I'm excited as hell I really want to have fun on friday and thursday. I have a problem with myself right now. I dont know what happens to me when I'm in a "relationship" i'm not the same person, you know all wierd and wild and loud and I don't know if that is a good thing. Im just worried I guess it might affect me and how I relate myself to the perosn im with in the relationship. I slept the other day with the fan and now my throat is hurting like a little sneaky father fucker. i am no longer going to this great party I wanted to go on saturday, I had thought it was on friday but it turns out it was on saturday and I leave for palm springs on saturday so I can't make it FUCK. I'll just have to make up for that party thursday and friday right. so already people are coming back to san diego. i hope to see all these people soon and dance and have a fun time. I guess I'll see them at adrians second edition party @ club hilltop. it's going to be the place to be for the high class artists and big time drinkers. are you either one of those?? if not you have some time to become one or if you can handle it both of them.
girls keep your legs crossed and guys keep your zippers up
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| Subject: | recap |
| Time: | 9:51 pm. |
| Music: | seb fontaine (friday I'll be there). |
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wow you guys (am I really talking to you guys?) so friday was so awsome I went to this place and they had this really good electronic music, i got home at 5 in the morning, the person that I wanted to go did not go but it was alright that person was sick so i just danced with new people and by myelf. I had an awsome time seriously. saturday I hadmy english placement exam and holy fuck I was sleepy. the lady had to wake me up 3 times and when I turned my test in, she gave me this motherly look and said to me in a sweet voice "get some sleep" haha but I couldn't because it was my younger brothers first comunion with christ. I saw part of the movie suicide club, this japanese movie and it was different and I liked what I saw. I also saw the movie birth and let me tell you that it was an emotionally intense movie and that I enjoyed it. one should watch it if one has the time. thursday is gradnite and im bummed because my friend marlene peralta is not going she is being a fuckhead and she didn't pay on time. that situash got laterd (did I say that right?) so really all I'm looking forward to is friday at multikulti seb fontaine live, fuck that will be great.. dance dance oh yeeeeeah
haha some people just don't believe what they read these days on other peoples AJ's
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*the only person I truly love in this world is Luz Nuñez, she's from argentina
*I kissed a 35 year old women once and I loved it, she was great(I don't mean the kiss, her as a person)
*I'm not really liking the idea of international business, I'd rather study psychology
*I've never been in a serious relationship
*I had sex with adrian castañeda,which leads me to be...
*i've been only once to safaris in downtown mexico, and I liked it because it was trashy and had no dress code
*my first sexual encounter was at 14
*I shower with my dog
*i know i say I dont eat chicken, but I do from this place in downtown and it's a sandwich
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2 years in a row I bail out on coachella, this years reasons made me seem less insane that last years "uhh I don't know really I just didn't go". as oppose to this years "I have my french ap test monday, I have no money for the car or for sustaining myself (food+water)". what sucks is that nobody went to go see miss kittin. I was very stressed on friday night not knowing what to do but after going out and meeting up with another human being and interacting it was all A-OK, I went to the movies and saw this interesting independant movie about some guy that wants to go to jerusalem. after the movies go grab a beer. then comes the part where i say "you would think that tijuana is full of dark allies but NO, it's not, where are they when you need them?" I managed, fortunaley i was able to manage and conform myself with my non-alley location. the reason to which why i was searching for an alley is to remain unsaid. saturday i went to work and was completly exhausted no idea why but i just was. my french ap test was long as hell but my calculus test today was longer shit I hate having about 1.30 hours of nothing to do, seriously I napped but then I could nap no more I was sick of napping all I wanted to do was burn the fucking test.after that math test I went to work and what news do I get "yeah we fired that lady we had hired one week ago" WHAT??? more work more work !!! = stress stress. Phones were ringing, explanations had to given on why our president of the company was out and work still had to be done. but I made it home after passing the mad traffic of the so called freeways of tijuana and what I get when I get to my grandmothers house? CHICKEN, they had made chicken so all I could eat was rice. I was tired hungry and I needed my drink and all I got was a 15 mintue nap and rice. I finally come home and prepare a tuna salad and some olives but still no drink and I have nothing to drink because I have no money and I have no money because I crashed the car and I ordered a 130dollar essay online. all I had left in hopes of recupurating from this pain was to SHOWER, yes oh yes to shower and oh man did it help. one hour and a half is almost as good as having 2 glasses of wine or a margarita or a vodka tonic.
  
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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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 I hope that peoples lives are going as planned or close to. I hope that they are getting what they need from their experiences. Doesn't it seem that when you look at people it seems like you are dreaming ? it happens to me a lot times. I just feel like I need to dance because life is one big carnaval. Surviving every day life is also an uneasy task, well atleast to me it seems that way at times. Fighting against that bulk of people that just don't need you or are just there to fuck with you or maybe not people but other obstacles. Saturday at 4am I have to knock knock on marlenes door because we are off to coachella. I'm a 1st timer, haha. I bought a radio at target the other day and let me tell you people it was a real "ganga"' 40bucks can get you a radio with: cd player, 2 alarms, detachable left speaker and lcd backlight + it's very thing and very light and modernooo ! As of right now I'm exctied about coachella, it just barely hit me right now how awsome it should be... not going to school is very soothing.
www.chorreate.com I hope you're wearing underwear when you see this, you might need it
"i'm glad that I hold a place in your life"
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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Finally I'm back to work, damn I need the money so bad!!! so school is coming to an end and each day I realize how soon the day of leaving tijuana and san diego is getting closer and closer. SHIT life is so great and it sucks that some people do not realize it. so much positive energy around us and we don't realize it or take advantage of it. I was so frustrated last saturday I was stuck in oakland because they fucked up our flight reservation and I needed a drink so bad and the bar was closed!!! man that night I was loaded with stress and anger. but I managed I went out on sunday and it all was better. saturday my friend from italy is coming to SD and shes staying in the youth hostel in downtown. I'm really not liking this portfolio thing really it's just a pain in the ass. Talking about pains in the ass I went to go see miss congeneality today with my sister and it was very funny, I needed that laugh. Gradnite is 80 DOLLAS wtf is that about? I mean yeah I wanna go but I really do not want to pay, but i think im going besides I'll have my wheelchair so me and mar mar marlene won't have to wait in line with all the other MC SUCKAS.
"don't think that what you see in the mirror is what you really are, it's just the refelection of what people see not of what YOU are"
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Thursday, April 14th, 2005
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I really do not want to write in this journal anymore I have come to the point where I sign on and read the journals of others and just sign out becasue I refuse to journalize my days. I'm having a really good time with my friend right now, it has been great times, talking and sharing experinces. I have had a some days with stress but I have managed to wash it away with wine. I recieved the acceptance of Fordham University, it's a jesuit school in new york. this was what I was waiting for, going to college in the east coast!!! and in new york! i mean could it get any better ? the problem is that I don't know how much financial aid I would get or grants and in berkeley i would get close to 23,000$$$ in aid. so really the decision is not that difficult. Besides i can fly home anytime. I'm going up to berkeley this weekend with my mother to see housing and just so she can see around and know where I'm going to college I don't know if she will help me move in, most likely she won't. My friend adrian published a conversation he and I had and I was not mad at all I was just a little "wtf is this about?" haha I was acutally worried that nayeli might say something but she just wanted "more, more, more". What has this world come to? what happened with privacy ? conversations ENTIRE conversations published on the net ??? HAHA (this is me trying to make drama). I ordered my english essay online in this good website doctortext.com and they make custom essays, mine cost 132DLLS. the price i pay for laziness but also I'm not that much of a good writer so hey in order to get an A I'll do almost anything. Does anybody ever feel the need to see a therapist ? 
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I would have never thought I would say this but it's good to be back home in Tijuana... After being 1 week in russia, it was more than enough, other than the accident it was a good trip. I Got home at 2.30am i didn't really sleep because I slept the 15 hours from moscow to los angeles so I was just tired from the plane. the first thing I did was SHOWER (mhm). then I watched TV until i fell asleep. I went to the mail today and I found out i got accepted into ucberkeley!!! i was rejected to the other schools (all ivy leauge)
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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it seems as if this were the worst moment ever to wrtie in this thing but it's not in moments like these is when things seems most clear, Im in russia were a lot of people dont speak english and the worst imaginable happens, my little brother gets hit by a car and he is now n ht ehospital FORTUNATELY and thank God he is alive and OK but why am i writting this ? so people can realize how life is so unceretain and how we should not spend our time worrying about stupid things or things that don't matter. the greaTES EXAMPLE THAT COMES TO MY MIND IS ADRIAN WIT HIS DRAMAS, HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT HE SPENDS A LOT OF HIS TIME MAKING DRAMAS, ITS NOT POSSIBLE. PEOPLE NED TO LIVE THEIR LIVES FULLY, WHO CARES WHAT OTHERS THINK AND KEEP WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT TO YOU CLOSE TO YOUR HEART AND KEEP IT THER FOREVER, YOU FAMILY, YOUR EXPERIENCES, RELATIONSHIPS OF ANY KIND. A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE TO LEARN TO DETACH THEMSELVES FROM THINGS INCLUDING EXPERINCES ANF FRIENDS DONT THSE BE OBSTACLES SO THAT YOU CAN LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. ABSORB THEN LET GO...
i'VE HAD ALREDY 2 DEFINING EXPERINCES AND iM NOT SAYING THAT SO THAT PEOPLE CAN FEEL SORRY OR TO SHOW OFF, I'M JUST SAYING BECASE FORTUNATELY I HAVE REALIZED THIS And because i love my friends and family i wanna share this so that other people can realize so that they won't continue their lives with the wrong mentality that will not taKE THEM FAR
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i saw the pope today and he said nothing
me feet are tired and my nose is running
my hand has a watch that does not work but it cost 10€, so who cares
I miss a few people but the wine makes up for i
In russia vodka will make up for thos people
I leave tomorrow for russia
real fur coat ??? maybe
maybe not
it's raining today
I thought of chrisite today because i saw a lot of fake LV bags and GUCCI bags too
I think i might get a fake one and show it off to christie $1000 vs 20€
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